Coming Out Stories Gallery - Paul

All though my life I knew I was attracted to men, since I was in the 5th grade. But I didn't know anyone who was queer [the name for Homosexuals, in the 50"s and 60"s]And I was dating girls, at the same time I was having sex with the guys in my nieghbordood. They grew out of it, I kept on finding new friends.

Got married, thinking that it would change me then the kids came along, and they were evidence to the world that I was not gay. I continued to have affairs with other married men. Each time the last time.

I have been out for four years, totally out. I have found that lots of younger men like sucessful older men,as mentors and as lovers.

I have had several loves , from 4 months to 1 year, with men who have been decades younger than me. I know they are looking for guidence, but im not sure what I am working out?

I live in Falmouth, Ma. Cape Cod.I have just started to paint, love working with acrilics.

I love younger men, perhaps its my earlir fantasy of romantic love that is being worked out.